Side A -- Narcissus (demo) p. 3 -- I Know I Been Changed p. 4 -- Narcissus, away from the river p. 5 -- Put Your Hands Your Where My Eyes Can See p. 8 -- Narcissus #17 p. 11 -- Narcissus in spring time p. 12 -- Manual p. 14 -- Narcissus in dystopia p. 22 -- Daybeat (interlude) p. 23 -- Lyrebird p. 24 -- In(t)elegance p. 25 -- Narcissus (dream 002) p. 29 -- The Subject Was Faggots p. 30 -- Faggot rap p. 32 -- Exhibition p. 35 -- Narcissus goes to the market p. 37 -- Narcissus stunts for the void & becomes a flower p. 39 -- Side B -- We Cannot Grieve What Doesn't Leave Us Or I'll Be at Every Function p. 43 -- Narcissus reads 1 Corinthians 13, Without Love p. 45 -- Narcissus, on kissing p. 46 -- XXX p. 47 -- Narcissus attempts resurrection p. 48 -- Crepuscular p. 49 -- A coming-of-age p. 51 -- Granny killed a snake on the way to church ending in how i became a woman p. 55 -- The sign on the wall says men lie & the bartender reminds me of you p. 57 -- Narcissus (dream 001) p. 58 -- A wilderness so heavy p. 59 -- Narcissus (to mother) p. 60 -- Narcissus (for Nemesis) p. 61 -- Narcissus, on the new year p. 62 -- A Future Yesterday p. 63 -- Babylon p. 65 -- For Drought & The End of the World p. 67 -- Narcissus (unplugged) p. 69 -- Bonus Track -- I am interested in the black condition p. 77.